"i t'ndid kcuf reh zeeej"

vegas was fun, alot of time to myself laying by the pool tanning. alot of time to think about EVERYTHING. too bad everything made sense there, and turns out to be total worthless thinking here -___- "whatever happens in vegas, stays in vegas" works for this shit too, wtf! LOL but i really needed that trip there, it was real nice. freaking hot as hell, up to 120 degrees! sweating even when in my dresses! 8 outfits for 4 days..i only wore 5, LOL! watched two shows: lance burton at the monte carlo &rick thomas at the sarhara(: spent over 550$ on those shows, wtf maan. vegas is expensive! kimmy didn't even go, loser got in trouble the night of it, and ended up being grounded from the trip, WTF! but laying by the pool gave me a great view of the lifeguards....they're freaking hot &tan and beautiful...omfg, those guys are just, beautiful. man, just blogging about it now makes me wanna go back just to talk to them again(: yee, fucking hot guys. AND vegas showgirls! dude, they have the best looking bodies ever! i was watching them and i was the most envious girl ever, they're bodies are smoking hot. how do you even get your body like that?! crazy...i'd love to be one of them..not the topless ones of course, even though they're hot too...man, i wanna go back to vegas, can't wait til i'm 18 :) already planned that shit out with my friends maan, we got it down! can't waitttt, i hated seeing couples by the pool though, fucking PDAing where kids were swimming. they were ALL OVER each other, arms &legs just wrapped around each other in the water...i guess it'd be cute if that happened to the person, but as a bystander, uh, stop PDAing -_- i currently am the most bitter with couples who are so in love, it's annoying....whateveeees, but vegas was a good trip(: got a text when i was there and it was nina saying she saw us! hahah, small world!
after the drive back to cali, went to their house for a get together &we just all talked and hung out, and andy and kelvin and brandon and i walked to target for like a hour and got starbucks...LOL, fuuuuun<3
OH, got my phone back! whoooo, so glad(: so calls?! KEEP THEM COMING! i love phone talking obviously...i've missed hour long phone calls with people! yeee, now i'm home again &&&&&am so excited for OC FAIR, which is FINALLY happening this wednesday! got a call from nina this morning and it's officially planned for OC FAIR wednesday, coming to pick me up and we all are goinggg(: i love how they call themselves "big kids" and they're like, in their early 20s...does that count as "kid" still? ahha, idk but it's so cute! love it<3 LOL, so yeah, really looking forward to wednesday(: yayyayyayayy

talked to jonathan marinca again today for the first time in a few months, never realized how long it has been since we've updated each other! or how big of a role he's played in my life and what we've been missing out on. it was a great talk, alot of just, maan i've missed him! our inside jokes were still going on and everything!(:
johnnyhm13 (4:17:19 PM): "be sure in all you do, and then theres no point to look back, because it was completely a one sided decision"
-david matthews band, i really like it, the quote.
johnnyhm13 (6:35:19 PM): u dont have to say it
jessiicaphamm (6:35:20 PM): i've missed you
johnnyhm13 (6:35:26 PM): im thinkin the same thing
(: he actually made me realize a lot of things today &i am so happy SOMETHING is finally going right logically. yeeee, i'm a happy camper now, gonna be the person he knows as "stronger than this" ♥ secret agent in training, jessie's waiting for you to get back to her corner! "i t'ndid kcuf reh zeeej" LMFAO!